"Hey back off! Why did you do this to me, you bitch!!"
The wife who has husband he likes pissing off to her run down by him
when she pissed to him.

There are many sensibilities in S&M, I must say.

One thing you should know. You are NOT able to play, if you are stupid.

The other day I met a lady. We didn't meet each other before, but I
already heard about her desire. "Treat me as such a bitch, like a slut.
Trifle with..." she pleaded to me.

The day when we met at the rendezvous, it seems she's little bit nervous.
So, I made a small talk on the way to the hotel where we will do the things.

But when we reached the front of the hotel, she suddenly said she want to
leave at once.

She got yips, didn't she? I thought seriously.

I talked her while but she never changed her mind, so we separated then.
I didn't want to force things.

On the way back train, I was so dawned. Since I thought that "I'm such a
stupid I could NOT handle that kinda initiation."

Couple of days later there is a mail to me from the lady. I was surprised
the message in it. It started the words about sorry.

The letter gores on. The reason why she left was not her crunch but it is
the small talk that I did.

She said, my small talk dragged her back to the real world from her dream
and she lost her mind to play.

I was shocked, truly.

Since then, I rarely do small talk before the play.

I know it may bring minor problem, but I'm also sure it is nicer than I
break partners' dream.

But it depends upon her type. I still go to some pub before the play, if
I feel it.

Not only oral communications but also I always make sure my every single
word when I write e-mail to my playmate.

Some M-ladies want to talk their private life but also some M-ladies don't
want to talk that, they only want to me act as play mate.

I have no objection about that. Here I want to say is I have to understand
their feel or desire correctly. If I don't, it doesn't work.

To do this, I have to read e-mails more than once, carefully. On second
thought, I can enjoy it with a cup of coffee.

So, if you feel something with me, please feel freely say so.

My only hope is I stay the BEST master for you, forever of course.


translated by Peter Junk