New top page has come.

I thought I have to renew it well since I did old one in an impromptu manner.
There is no excuse, but I had no time to recompile it because I'd replied
e-mail, done this and that; at long last I started and finished.

I leave m'lady illustration incomplete still, but it's kinda good, isn't it?

I've never met the people, who have prominence in breed up acts, but I
believe they should have some artistic side.

I convince that the hodgepodge breeder's poor words never gave satisfaction
of Jane M.

M'ladies characteristically have another sense to weigh up partner's
sensitivity and decide follow him or not. Unlikely? But it's possible.

And I believe every Joe S will mostly understand the idea that own
sensitivity should give weight than technic.

Jane M is NOT slut. Someone unaware that and believe it's same, but wrong.
Those are absolutely different. M'ladies are emphasis on sensitivity and
the others are just thirst for sexual pleasure.

Poor sense or dull breeder will soon bump against the wall and
belly-up then.

Okay, why do we need such sensitivity?

Yes, it's your guess.

It's simple enough. M'ladies are kinda personification of sensitivity.

Aesthesia, strong sensibility or sensitivity, they have.

What you absently said bruises them strikely.
What you casually did moves them deeply.

I must say that you don't have any qualification to breed up someone
if you could not understand your partner's emotion and stupidly give
the words "you okay?" to her.

They generally answer to me when I ask their interest are artistic and
cultural literacy things such as reading, music appreciation, cooking,
and painting.

I've never met any single m'lady who she is a ski or surf buff.

And also I must say that m'lady sensitivity offer a contrasting touch
of usual day life, not only S&M relationship.

Picture cleanly cared and neatly arranged room where you were invited
by m'lady. Cozy, uh? Even the bathroom casually has flower arrangement
on its corner.

You'll find that manner in a serving dish.

So I got quite pretty impressions by the dishes when they served to me
breakfast.
I thought "Wow, can I eat such a great meal even it's still morning?"

What I firmly believe is the true homage should base on well understanding
of m'lady's mental sensitivity.

I must say the person who doesn't have sort wisdom will be only second-rate
at its best and also say the person who gives her up to him will get hard
cheese therefore she never know true pleasure about S&M play.

There're pretty many m'ladies they mixed up the emotion with S&M playing
and common cultural shock when I talked them a bit further.

Even you'll go out without any underwear to get some wet and passion is
breed up act, but I must say you'll go out, work hand in hand, with your
master who wholeheartedly understand your innate sensitivity and feel kinda
happiness is also breed up act. I convince.

I presume what I'm wanted is an art which it is promised the sensibility
except who she has genuineness masochism.

Often I got similar answers for the question "why you pick me" to m'ladies
they gave to me some e-mails about she asked to do thing with me.
The answer goes they saw my notes and column so they decided.

Means their sensitivity gave them a choice, I must say.

Moreover, my sensitivity and their sensitivity both has some sort of same
tasts, I also presume.

I've met several m'ladies thru this web site, and we had great time and
felt not only playmate relationship but also more than that since we did
things based on the above condition.

They said that they want to have next session after the first time,
so I believe this opinion is not only my one.

And I also say thank you to the ladies, they seems never ask breed up act
to the other web site owners but interested in me.

Here bottom line again. Your sensitivity will refine mine and the same
time my sensitivity put a shine on yours:
this is THE relationship what I want to keep.


Dec. 11, 1999 Shadow

translated by Peter Junk